i'm having a hard time accepting that it's already jan 7th...really? time is just going by WAY too fast & i wish there was a way i could make it stop :( Leave is over & now it's almost time for the thing i've been dreading most...A and i figured out that we've just got so much stress built up about me having to move back home and not being able to get a job to help contribute to the bills :( sucks...but i'll be able to get one now that i know i'll be staying back home while he's gone & of course we're both stressing out about him being gone for so long...it is coming so fast & i'm just not sure i'm ready for it yet...but ready or not here it comes....
I am going to try so hard to make these last days the BEST i can when he's home!! no more stressing out about things i can't control because they are going to happen regardless of the way i'm feel about it. Life is going to continue to turn without him & i've got to try and stay as positive as i can while he's gone!! A had to shave off all his scruffyness :( it made it very real that it was almost time to go back...uh oh! A and I wanna get tattoos before he leaves...we're hoping his friend can do it possibly sunday before but we'll see :) :) i'm kind of excited about it!!!
Well not much else to talk about...A went to be cause he's got to be at work tomorrow then we have to go find a storage unit to store all of our furniture while he's gone! we're hoping to buy a house when he comes back...i'm so excited for that & we'll be able to finally get a dog!!! yay! :) i'm really hoping these days continue to fly by so he'll be home as fast as he left! but i'll be keeping ya'll updated!!
till next time...
xoxo, C
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