Hello people :) So more days have passed & they've gotten harder...I still do not have my debit card from Navy Federal yet and it's really starting to piss me off. it's ridiculous that it's taken almost 3 months for me to recieve it! A and I have bills piling up that are due in Feb and i can't pay them without my debit card. it is straight ridiculous i've called numerous times and so has A and we've also BOTH sent them nasty emails...it's just so frustrating and it really sucks because A can't do much about it right now...ugh! i just don't even want to talk about it anymore :( blah!
My Dog, Layla, has been having seizures recently! i feel so bad for her...my dad saw it first and then i happened to see it one night and it scared the shit out of me! I don't like to see that stuff & i was in tears! :( my poor baby...i wish there as something i can do but honestly there isn't. I hope she's okay. We're probably going to have to take her to the Vet so she can get some tests run! But i've done some research and sometimes small dogs just have them & there is nothing wrong with them. Ugh! poor dogs! :(
I still get emails on a regular basis...& i also made his first care package! and it's all packed up and ready to ship tomorrow!! & i wish my Macbook wasn't broken so i could skype with him soon when he can. So, frustrating i bought this expensive computer with a webcam and this is the 3rd time it's been broken :( all i want to do is be able to Skype with my love...that's it! haha Might have to use Dad's computer to skype with him! we'll see...not much else has been going on lately! I would love to vent about a few things but i don't know who reads this haha and i don't want to step on anyone's toes right now ;) but if things don't get better i might just have to put it all out there even if they do read this on a regular basis...so be prepared. Well it's getting late so i'm going to hit the sack soon! Till next time...
xoxo, C
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
back in action
Hey friends! sorry it's been awhile...i have been without a computer for a few weeks so i haven't had a chance to update :) Well the big day came and went...and surprisingly i only cried a little. I cried on the way home :( but since then i've had a lot of supportive friends keeping me busy!! they've been the BEST! My rough days have YET to come and i kidna hope they never come...but i'm thinking it hasn't sunk in quite yet, to me this just feels like an underway. Not much has been going on...i'm withput a debit card so it's making my life a bit difficult...i switched to A's bank back in umm let's see NOVEMBER and have yet to recieve my card...yup and it's the middle of January now...nice huh? can't pay the bills without that damn thing. I've called NUMEROUS times i have NO IDEA where they have been sending my debit cards...but it's deff not where i told them too. I got a pin # for one...but then no card after. kinda strange...and i've been checking the account...nothing funky going on there either so someone isn't STEALING them...i have no idea WHAT IS GOING ON! but if i don't get it asap...i think A and I will be taking our business else where ASAP!
I do miss A :( but i'm glad i've heard from him...that's all i need. I don't even care HOW i hear from him as long as i do...there are some peoplr that aren't as lucky but i'm glad mine wants to take the time to make sure he somehow communicates with me :) Oh, BTW...we officially told everyone we got married. Yup, we held it in as long as we could...some people were confused, some people were happy, some peopler were extremely supportive, & some people well...just didn't really seem to be happy or supportive or even say congrats. but, to THOSE people...we didn't do anything wrong. we're adults...A made a VERY adult decision and a MAN decision in my opinion to make sure if anything happened to him that I would be taken care of...I would have NEVER asked him to do that but it was something he wanted to do...he wanted to make sure that i'd be well taken care of if god forbid anything happened to him while he was gone...not many people would even think to consider that & i honestly think some people just do not understand...and i wish people would realize guess what? we were getting married ANYWAYS..which is why in JULY he asked me to marry him so i'm not sure where the big SHOCK came from? maybe because i didn't have a real wedding at first...but we are having a real wedding...but we couldn't do that till AFTER deployment. So to those people who aren't supportive & think it's stupid & we're too young & whatever else that could be going through those HEADS of yours...you're wrong. We're not too young & it's not stupid...& you're wrong for not supporting people who made an adult decision and who are truly happy with each other...if you knew anything about A and I and the things we've done for each other and been through together you'd think otherwise...& if you don't know i'd gladly fill you in on our story anytime you'd like :) just ask...but to warn you it's pretty long ;) it starts back to him being 16 :) didn't think we knew each other that long? you're wrong again :) :)
okay END RANT...whew...nice to finally get some of those words off my chest. they've been building up for quite sometime...but now i wrote it down and its out in open and anyone can do with them what they please... :) but well it's 1:31am and i have to wake up soon to get ready for my nephew's bday party at chuck e cheese :) whoo hoo. i'll update as soon as i can...till next time...
xoxox, C
I do miss A :( but i'm glad i've heard from him...that's all i need. I don't even care HOW i hear from him as long as i do...there are some peoplr that aren't as lucky but i'm glad mine wants to take the time to make sure he somehow communicates with me :) Oh, BTW...we officially told everyone we got married. Yup, we held it in as long as we could...some people were confused, some people were happy, some peopler were extremely supportive, & some people well...just didn't really seem to be happy or supportive or even say congrats. but, to THOSE people...we didn't do anything wrong. we're adults...A made a VERY adult decision and a MAN decision in my opinion to make sure if anything happened to him that I would be taken care of...I would have NEVER asked him to do that but it was something he wanted to do...he wanted to make sure that i'd be well taken care of if god forbid anything happened to him while he was gone...not many people would even think to consider that & i honestly think some people just do not understand...and i wish people would realize guess what? we were getting married ANYWAYS..which is why in JULY he asked me to marry him so i'm not sure where the big SHOCK came from? maybe because i didn't have a real wedding at first...but we are having a real wedding...but we couldn't do that till AFTER deployment. So to those people who aren't supportive & think it's stupid & we're too young & whatever else that could be going through those HEADS of yours...you're wrong. We're not too young & it's not stupid...& you're wrong for not supporting people who made an adult decision and who are truly happy with each other...if you knew anything about A and I and the things we've done for each other and been through together you'd think otherwise...& if you don't know i'd gladly fill you in on our story anytime you'd like :) just ask...but to warn you it's pretty long ;) it starts back to him being 16 :) didn't think we knew each other that long? you're wrong again :) :)
okay END RANT...whew...nice to finally get some of those words off my chest. they've been building up for quite sometime...but now i wrote it down and its out in open and anyone can do with them what they please... :) but well it's 1:31am and i have to wake up soon to get ready for my nephew's bday party at chuck e cheese :) whoo hoo. i'll update as soon as i can...till next time...
xoxox, C
Thursday, January 6, 2011
the days keep coming without fail.
i'm having a hard time accepting that it's already jan 7th...really? time is just going by WAY too fast & i wish there was a way i could make it stop :( Leave is over & now it's almost time for the thing i've been dreading most...A and i figured out that we've just got so much stress built up about me having to move back home and not being able to get a job to help contribute to the bills :( sucks...but i'll be able to get one now that i know i'll be staying back home while he's gone & of course we're both stressing out about him being gone for so long...it is coming so fast & i'm just not sure i'm ready for it yet...but ready or not here it comes....
I am going to try so hard to make these last days the BEST i can when he's home!! no more stressing out about things i can't control because they are going to happen regardless of the way i'm feel about it. Life is going to continue to turn without him & i've got to try and stay as positive as i can while he's gone!! A had to shave off all his scruffyness :( it made it very real that it was almost time to go back...uh oh! A and I wanna get tattoos before he leaves...we're hoping his friend can do it possibly sunday before but we'll see :) :) i'm kind of excited about it!!!
Well not much else to talk about...A went to be cause he's got to be at work tomorrow then we have to go find a storage unit to store all of our furniture while he's gone! we're hoping to buy a house when he comes back...i'm so excited for that & we'll be able to finally get a dog!!! yay! :) i'm really hoping these days continue to fly by so he'll be home as fast as he left! but i'll be keeping ya'll updated!!
till next time...
xoxo, C
I am going to try so hard to make these last days the BEST i can when he's home!! no more stressing out about things i can't control because they are going to happen regardless of the way i'm feel about it. Life is going to continue to turn without him & i've got to try and stay as positive as i can while he's gone!! A had to shave off all his scruffyness :( it made it very real that it was almost time to go back...uh oh! A and I wanna get tattoos before he leaves...we're hoping his friend can do it possibly sunday before but we'll see :) :) i'm kind of excited about it!!!
Well not much else to talk about...A went to be cause he's got to be at work tomorrow then we have to go find a storage unit to store all of our furniture while he's gone! we're hoping to buy a house when he comes back...i'm so excited for that & we'll be able to finally get a dog!!! yay! :) i'm really hoping these days continue to fly by so he'll be home as fast as he left! but i'll be keeping ya'll updated!!
till next time...
xoxo, C
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