Hey friends! sorry it's been awhile...i have been without a computer for a few weeks so i haven't had a chance to update :) Well the big day came and went...and surprisingly i only cried a little. I cried on the way home :( but since then i've had a lot of supportive friends keeping me busy!! they've been the BEST! My rough days have YET to come and i kidna hope they never come...but i'm thinking it hasn't sunk in quite yet, to me this just feels like an underway. Not much has been going on...i'm withput a debit card so it's making my life a bit difficult...i switched to A's bank back in umm let's see NOVEMBER and have yet to recieve my card...yup and it's the middle of January now...nice huh? can't pay the bills without that damn thing. I've called NUMEROUS times i have NO IDEA where they have been sending my debit cards...but it's deff not where i told them too. I got a pin # for one...but then no card after. kinda strange...and i've been checking the account...nothing funky going on there either so someone isn't STEALING them...i have no idea WHAT IS GOING ON! but if i don't get it asap...i think A and I will be taking our business else where ASAP!
I do miss A :( but i'm glad i've heard from him...that's all i need. I don't even care HOW i hear from him as long as i do...there are some peoplr that aren't as lucky but i'm glad mine wants to take the time to make sure he somehow communicates with me :) Oh, BTW...we officially told everyone we got married. Yup, we held it in as long as we could...some people were confused, some people were happy, some peopler were extremely supportive, & some people well...just didn't really seem to be happy or supportive or even say congrats. but, to THOSE people...we didn't do anything wrong. we're adults...A made a VERY adult decision and a MAN decision in my opinion to make sure if anything happened to him that I would be taken care of...I would have NEVER asked him to do that but it was something he wanted to do...he wanted to make sure that i'd be well taken care of if god forbid anything happened to him while he was gone...not many people would even think to consider that & i honestly think some people just do not understand...and i wish people would realize guess what? we were getting married ANYWAYS..which is why in JULY he asked me to marry him so i'm not sure where the big SHOCK came from? maybe because i didn't have a real wedding at first...but we are having a real wedding...but we couldn't do that till AFTER deployment. So to those people who aren't supportive & think it's stupid & we're too young & whatever else that could be going through those HEADS of yours...you're wrong. We're not too young & it's not stupid...& you're wrong for not supporting people who made an adult decision and who are truly happy with each other...if you knew anything about A and I and the things we've done for each other and been through together you'd think otherwise...& if you don't know i'd gladly fill you in on our story anytime you'd like :) just ask...but to warn you it's pretty long ;) it starts back to him being 16 :) didn't think we knew each other that long? you're wrong again :) :)
okay END RANT...whew...nice to finally get some of those words off my chest. they've been building up for quite sometime...but now i wrote it down and its out in open and anyone can do with them what they please... :) but well it's 1:31am and i have to wake up soon to get ready for my nephew's bday party at chuck e cheese :) whoo hoo. i'll update as soon as i can...till next time...
xoxox, C
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