you've been here all along

hello friends! well...i am STILL in mechanicsville...i went home today to find out that my neighbor(below us) got his door kicked in this morning!! our apartment building only has 4 apartments in them...two on the 1st floor two on the 2nd floor. so our apartment door is right next to our neighbor below us...scary...he was at home apparently when it happened the burglar knocked on his door, so he went to the door and looked out of the peep hole and the burglar had his back to him so the guy didn't let him in so then the burglar started pounding on the door and then tried to KICK IN THE DOOR & cops were called. I don't even know what i would do if i was at home and that had happened...i literally would have FREAKED out. But when i heard everything that had happened when i returned home i immediately re-packed my bag and drove back to Mechanicsville...With Adam gone i don't want to be alone in that apartment esp when they haven't caught the guy & he could return and try and get into my apartment next...everything in my apartment is replaceable but i'm not replaceable and i'm a small girl and could not defend myself. Now when Adam comes back we've got to talk about what to do because i don't think i can stay and live in FEAR for 6 months while he's away on the big D :( I'm not sure what Adam is going to say buuut i think he'd much rather go away knowing i'm safe than worrying about me 24/7...i know i need to be a big girl and not run away but i'm seriously terrified...i'd be fine if Adam could come home every night but there will be no him coming home & i can't even call him to come home if something goes wrong...so i just don't know if i can do it & live in fear. I hope he understand or we come up with some kinda of solution...let's hope for the best! other than that...i had an awesome weekend at home! got to hang out with my bestie & we had a fun time with Lucas on saturday night...while im in mechanicsville im going to make some money :) babysitting Katie...yay so glad i get to hang out with her this week!! I can't wait for Adam to get home i just need a hug :( Well...i think this is enough ramblin' for one night...i'll update again as soon as i can...
till next time...
xoxo,
C