So it looks like in Jan i'll be moving back to good ol' mechanicsville till the big D is over...which is fine with me because we'll save lots o' money if i do that...i am kinda sad because i did like our place together & having a "home" with him, but it's just not in a safe place like we thought it was. Adam doesn't want me there alone while he's gone...I know i'll probably get a bunch of shit for moving back while he's gone but honestly I didn't want to be alone for 6 months to begin with but i can't find anyone to move down there with me while he's gone! but we're going to save our money up while he's away for the big D and find a BETTER place somewhere closer to the beach? maybe? we'll see...i'll be working double time on this search! So wish me luck :) Not too much longer till he'll be back...i'm nervous about going back down there to the apartment...I want to see him but im terrified that something will happen when he's off to work :( the burglary happened at 7am...and Adam leaves super early...makes me not want to be there during the day at all...Wish i could find a job so i could leave during the day and come home when he's there. I want a TAZER! haha...thats one thing on my list to carry around in my purse :) i heard green top sells them...so i'm going to look into that!!! it's 2:17am...and i'm sleepy but i just can't seem to fall asleep...there is no TV in here so it's hard...i need background music :( maybe ill put a DVD in my laptop and go to sleep...My dog is snoring!!! it's so cute! :) love her!! Well...i think that's enough ramblin' for one night...dontcha think? hmm..I just can't wait for Adam to come back, i need lots of hugs and kisses!! i'll feel a little bit safer when he comes back...but i think i'll always be on the edge there till we move out! i hope we get everything straight when he gets home so we can end our lease and get the hell out of there & i can begin the search for a nicer better area and apartment...anyways...again with the ramblin' i'll update again when i have something to say... :)
till next time..
xoxo,
C
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